InDia

Wow..well the winter flew by, like always. Already for the third time in wonderful Cali, where everything seems possible and amazing. Maybe i am bewitched or smt. I do love California dearly and i am grateful for the discovery of the new places everytime i go there. Yeah..warms my heart.

So now i found myself in India took a long plane ride from San Francisco via London saw quickly a friend and flew to New Delhi. Could hardly breathe, and the taxi drivers tried to rip me off, and so i took the bus that took me straigh to the trainstation and yeah, i took the train to Haridwar with no further questions and there i was, found a sweidish couple who already had prepaid taxi and they just grabbed me along and Rishikesh here we are. Met up with a friend and went to sleep.

It took me like 5 days to get a good night sleep, have been waking up at 4 am. But now everything is back on track.

keep flowing..don’t stop

Hi There!

Well it is the second time this year i decided to do Ohsawa diet, which is whole grain diet for seven dayz. Peppermint, chamomile and black tea. yang diet, to kick out sickness out of your body and repair all the yin imbalances. Anyway, it has been good, the first time i did it, it was in june and now. I feel super light and i lost some weight, kinda trippy. Feels very interesting and i feel that it is good for me, get of sugar..ya know..

Other than that i feel stronger than ever, that it is time to walk my path. Many times i find myself lost in others people thing, connecting, networking. It is time to gather ourselves together and in few words, get our act together.

Right now i am blessed with the opportunity to be surrounded by amazing family, this whole summer has been rolling like that though..Carried

I am envisioning move to Berlin, with beautiful siStar, with who many projects can emerge. And very much looking forward for space for creating and living and school..Herbal medicine. 3 days a week and all the rest for me..

 

 

much love from Calicali

 

Summer full full of Love

Wow this has been one great summer, full of beauty and love. Sharing and family.

I went to the European rainbow and that was absolutely awesome, beautiful place in central Finland, so close to Estonia. There was 1000 people and we arrived there after full moon and it was the best time to be there i feel, the energy was very high and yes it was home. The people there made me feel that i was at home. The weather was amazing also, we had such a hot summer, for the north. At the rainbow i met beautiful brothers ans sisters, learned new songs.

After the rainbow we came back to Estonia and me and a very close sister had a chance to cook for a tantra course, we cooked amazing vegan food that everybody loved. This summer has been full of cooking, and i feel that now i can cook good food, vegan food.mmmm..

And then in the end of August we had a miniTing, scandinavian rainbow meeting, where again i was cooking a lot, singing and just being, many people from finland came and also new estonian family members.

Tis summer has been running on rainbow fuel, even the hostel was ful of rainbows, spread the good vibes.

Now soon in a couple of weeks heading to usa..oh my here i come beautiful land..

thank you thank you

..pre and past Fusion

so what i have been up to..it is good to give yourSelf some updates once in a while.

the time in estonia has been pretty intense, like i have everything, but i have nothing..weird feeling..i just went to Fusion festival and that was awesome as always, it is something that i am commited to..have been going there for three years and i tend to set my life around it..feels good..

This time in Germany was so heart warming..the moment i arrived i was received in a warm place in berlin and then the whole 10 days were beautiful…sooo grateful..Berlin always makes me feel great.

Right now i am working on a shop that my friend is gonna open..i think the name is gonna be Portal..we will see, he thinks it is too trancy, but i love it..

have  been very inspired to make food, and we have a good food things going on..

soon enough we are all going to the European Rainbow!!!yehhaaaaa

Love is all we need..

It is a car

Back home since 2 weeks. by now march has begun and there is no slight sight of spring, it is absolutely freezing outside. I packed my things in Cali in to a gift wrap waiting for next time, if it is meant to be. By the odd circumstances i had to let go my ticket back to the US, cos i wanted to jump of the plane in london instead of continuing to Barcelona, byrocracy.. for some reason it felt good, and i feel i have all the world in front of me, even though i don’t have a ticket to Cali. I was standing in SFO airport and the sun was setting, and everything was just perfect as it was. Unknown. I had a rather short stop in London, half a day, what i spent with a friend from Cali, that was a nice transition. For me personally London was way too busy and way too many ads, San Fran was much more pleasant it that sense, maybe just warmer weather..hehhee

So and then after that adventure i landed in Tallinn, and guess what it was absolutely covered in snow, still is..

So far so good, Estonia gave me a very warm welcome this time, i feel the magic, everything is flowing in a very good direction. As my friend from germany said. Well it is like a car, if you don’t go in, it doesn’t take you.

Wake up call

Have been brainstorming quite a bit on the purpose of my existence quite a bit, I already know what you are gonna say. I think too much, yes i know, helps sometimes..not always

i belive that if we know what we want then we will be guided, like the compass of Jack Sparrow, it will show you the direction once you know what you want..

I want to do this house of Opened Dreams, my friends wanted to start in Estonia..This is what i would love to do!!!!

or if i could be everywhere at once…

In the field i stand alone, i feel in joy i feel whole

Some line i wrote the other day.

My mind has been very active lately and lately i have been able to express and experiment with it also. My path took me to friends house in Mendocino town and we have been doing many things and being very creative. Have been making tinctures, bathcookies and handmade paper from recycled paper. All these activities have been very good for me.

Meet me in Barcelona in the end of february..

Now i have a ticket back to Europe, this time i am heading to Barcelona, to a place i already know, so i feel that i can be there for a while and work and be physically active and much more..:)

I have been enjoying myself here very much, I have probably written it manymany times, but i am not tires to repeat that this is a very specical place, Nor Cal.. I have been very inward around here, and have learned a lot an i feel that now i need to go out in some other place and start living everything i have thought myself here somewhere. And this is just because i am such a restless soul..these days, always open for a change. I have been thinking that i would like to go and study something interesting. Not sure where yet, but i will try. I have an idea. I dont feel like going home yet, actually i feel less and less attached, cos i feel that Estonia is kinda harch place to be for me right now, but this is just my deal and may say my illusion. I send love to the family at home very often in my heart i feel that there is a great reason why i was born there.

On my path for a while now, i actually cant pinpoint an exast year or time, but i have been meeting very special family. You know the people who you just know(from other life or smt…whatever your beliefs are) and these people seem to tell me that i am on a path, on a long and adventurous path. I feel that all this is a story like anything else, maybe i choose to live this fairytale of magic and peace..Even though it seems that these days, and maybe forever chaos has been the peace..

I feel that i havent really committed myself to anything, and i feel that the perfect thing(to commit to will come).If this is the way i need to take. It is an easy and a hard place to be at the same time..

love u all!! for what u are

Life is a playlist on shuffle, never know what comes next..

Hellooo!!

this wordpress is confusing me, oh well. So are many other things in life.

So this is it. I am living in Northern California, totally vortexed in. And i am feeling the urge to get on the move, but powerful forces are making me to be patient and see what is happening. Today is 3oth and tomorrow is NYE, and i am gonna go to San Francisco to a Goagil party and trance everything out of me. Once in a while, escpecially when we are at the ocean, i tell to my self, that it soo amazing what i am experincing now, who knows, what else life has hidden away for me. It is sooo Epic here, the Pacific is full power. And each time i am running out of words..

to be continued

It is here and it is now

i am fully aware of the mometn, yet i still fall asleep once in a while. I am so grateful for the global family we are all part of.

Loving..

So after the Gathering what was called Precense, there was thanksgiving. That was my first thankgiving and i did eat some Turkey, it was ok, the rest of the food was amazing though. Food, sometimes i feel here we concentrate so much on it. Well it is how it is. We also went to a little party thing up the coast one hour, to see a friend djing, and on the way back the circumstances were that i had to drive the truck a stick(manual) and it was fun. I am working on my drivers licence i have the written test done, now just the driving test.

I am also pretty set here, i am not really travelling, maybe a little bit here and there. I almost went to NYC to sell toys, but now i realized that i dont need to go anywhere. I have realized that it doesent matter if we run, cos we will arrive to our challenges and lessons anyway it is just the matter how fast you wanna learn.

Also reconnected with a beautiful friend who i met at Fusion festival in 2008, instant family. I have had great meeting at Fusion festival..you guys should check it out.It happened to be that he was living around here for two months like me, but we didn’t know, well everything in its own time, right! Also through this meeting i just reconnected with mytravelling self and understood and felt that it is ok to not know, and it is important to give ourselves time. Also told me about consequence neurosis, it is when you are afraid t do something, cos you are not sure whta is going to happen afterwards, so let’s heal this stuff…this is way to go..  let’s live our lives..

Me and Sylvia have been like sock and a boot together. She is a libra with gemini rising and me i am a gemini with libra rising..we make super good team, take care of baby dance and  make things happen.And we have been diving into this astrology book Linda Goodman Love signs and it all makes so much sense. It is trippy. Have learned a lot what it means to be a gemini, i mean not learned, but now i can understand some things more.  But still from the aspect of the Galactic Federation this probably doesen’t even matter. Just love one another.

After these couple of days i feel very fulfilled and happy, it is ok to be a gipsy and so much more i would like to write, but it just it. Life is great. I have been feeling that Europe is the next place i wanna go, not sure where yet, but it is calling me. Around February, i just want to have something to do. Where i would go.  The home feeling. Usa rocks, especially here in nor California, man don’t get me wrong. I am having a great time and learning soo much about myself.

ok gotta go and get some wood to make a fire in the fireplace and the full moon is creeping from behind the trees and calling me.