Some line i wrote the other day.
My mind has been very active lately and lately i have been able to express and experiment with it also. My path took me to friends house in Mendocino town and we have been doing many things and being very creative. Have been making tinctures, bathcookies and handmade paper from recycled paper. All these activities have been very good for me.
Meet me in Barcelona in the end of february..
Now i have a ticket back to Europe, this time i am heading to Barcelona, to a place i already know, so i feel that i can be there for a while and work and be physically active and much more..:)
I have been enjoying myself here very much, I have probably written it manymany times, but i am not tires to repeat that this is a very specical place, Nor Cal.. I have been very inward around here, and have learned a lot an i feel that now i need to go out in some other place and start living everything i have thought myself here somewhere. And this is just because i am such a restless soul..these days, always open for a change. I have been thinking that i would like to go and study something interesting. Not sure where yet, but i will try. I have an idea. I dont feel like going home yet, actually i feel less and less attached, cos i feel that Estonia is kinda harch place to be for me right now, but this is just my deal and may say my illusion. I send love to the family at home very often in my heart i feel that there is a great reason why i was born there.
On my path for a while now, i actually cant pinpoint an exast year or time, but i have been meeting very special family. You know the people who you just know(from other life or smt…whatever your beliefs are) and these people seem to tell me that i am on a path, on a long and adventurous path. I feel that all this is a story like anything else, maybe i choose to live this fairytale of magic and peace..Even though it seems that these days, and maybe forever chaos has been the peace..
I feel that i havent really committed myself to anything, and i feel that the perfect thing(to commit to will come).If this is the way i need to take. It is an easy and a hard place to be at the same time..
love u all!! for what u are
Life is a playlist on shuffle, never know what comes next..
